28.11.06

Untitled

God, I m so clueless of what to write as my title.. This cant be.. Few weeks in msia, n im all blur.. First of, i want to say im so happy with my result.. my 2nd sem as well as my 1st year overall results... yeay and alhamdulillah.. tru out my stay here in msia, my sinus is back n mcm2 other penyakit i tell you.. sigh, i guess its a trade off between good food n sickness... but then again, maybe im more suitable stayin abroad? ahaks.. clean air etc.. sumthin to share, i have this relative of mine... my relationship with her is pretty confusing, so, keepin it short, my relative.. is confirmed having cancer n she s now in HUKM undergoing chemotherapy.. its pretty sad seeing her this way.. all her children are in jb, so no one to teman her at d hosp.. when you have sumbody close to you, goin tru all this, it makes you realise that life should not be taken for granted.. it surely affect me a great deal... wonder bout death and is ur amal ibadah cukup etc..ahaks... macam2 pk.. so far, ive been goin out too much n doin nothin valuable wutsoeva. things that i am lookin forward tis weekend..are meeting my beloved kazens during d wedding as well as goin out wit my pasum frens.. muahahah....
cant wait for tat...
tats all from me...
adios!!

20.11.06

Heart & Soul: I like you...

Somehow, this title seems so familiar. Was there a book with this title? *wondering* Basically, I just wana share sumthin wit u guys bout the above title.
To start of,
I like you because you are so good looking
I like you because the way you treat me..like a princess
I like you because I see a future with you
I like you because you like me
I like you but my family forbids this relationship
I like you but we are far apart and I dont see it lasting
I like you but you are older
I like you but you are my sister's bf/ brother's gf
I like you but you are my friend's crush
These are some of the questions that I encounter.. as a 2nd and even the 3rd party and i bet those who are reading this, xperienced the same thing or at least one of them.. So, is it wrong if u feel one of the following? Does it make you a bad person or making a wrong move or izzit normal and everyone feels d same way? Is it fair for you to feel this way towards ur sister's bf or ur fren's gf or even being with the person because he s good looking but mistreats u.. I often wonder, why we have such feelings? Why?
Heh. We often in dilemmas when it comes to feelings.. There is no right or wrong answer and we have to accept the consequences when we make any desicion esp in relation to feelings.. That is just sucks.. Not knowing whether u r right or wrong..
Always remember, feelings were not meant to b hurt but to b cherished and flourished
Am sorry for the past and will try to improve for the better
Im out

Great to be back!

Im back!!!!! this applies to both updating my blog as well as being home..Msia..beloved tanah air. Ahaks. So, I arrived Msia on thursday night and what a hectic journey. 13 hours flight and all I did was sleep, eat n watch movies + sitcoms. I watched XMEN3, Just my luck (lindsay lohan movie) n nachos libre. Apart from tat, the food was pretty alrite. I even ate iman's share. Thnks iman :) Then during the flight, sempat got to know couple of stewards.. nice fellas.. got xtra stuffs: sweets, food and even MAS souvenir. LOL! When i came out of the arrival gate, there she was.. my beautiful mum!! i saw tears in her eyes. Tears of joy i guess. I was so thrilled to see her.. and there was my dad, waitng in the car. it was a great feeling, being back home to ur loved ones. My, the weather is pretty hot back here in msia. Luckily, it is the raining season rite now. Panas terik..not really felt. Heh. The very nxt day, went to Midvalley and my future new home in sungai buloh. Sweet as!! hahaha.. Being home, I have a new mission, to deco my new room n hse! wish me luck peps! On saturday, I went to 2 open hses!! SEdap gle i tell u. All the good food was there.. from satay to murtabak. Yum2! So far, tats the stuff ive done in msia. there s more to come.. i hope. Heh. Cant wait for my kazens n frens to finish their xms. After that, gona surely enjoy myself! yeay!!
FYI, i have no internet connection at home.. Am at mum s office 8 am in the mornin just to online. Sigh, so, dun worry if u seldom see me on.. jus in case, if ur worried? heh.. (crapping)
That s all peps!!
To those back in msia, njoy ur stay!!
As for those tat are still abroad, ill eat on ur behalf!!
muahahaha
XOXOX

3.11.06

A day has passed...

Just as I have mentioned in my previous post.. Ppl around me have finished their exams and for some... even finishing soon. Here I am with the other 1st year acctg students..having another week to sit for our exam. Sigh. There s nothing new happening in my life except the fact of continuous studying i tell you. Its really tiring when all you do it study and wait but again, lets think positive.. Look at the bright side..I have more time to study? Heh.
Wut are the events for this week? Well, I can say for now that I have 2 open hses coming up. By the toroans.. Yeah! Sorry guys for not helping out but what I can do is... to finish up what u guys will cook. LOL!! Yum2! Then on sunday night, i think its all around New Zealand, there will be this firework display thingie. Right now, fireworks are selling like hot cakes!! So many promotions.. here n there and I am so lucky to b a toroan as there will be sumthin going on for us on sunday night! Yay! Wouldnt miss that alright! all i can say bout Toroa International Hse (the place where I am currently staying) is tat they surely offer good services.. from the R.As to general activities. Almost first class.. Heh.
Am bored.. Am so bored.. Actually waiting for my first open hse for this week!!
hehe...
Cant wait to blk msia!! Mkn msian food!!! Tak sabarnye!!!!!

31.10.06

Pemuja Rahasia

From the title, you could have guessed.. Its about this particular song by sheila on 7 that has captured my attention when I first heard it and is now, one my favourite song of all time :)

Ku awali hari ku dgn mendoakan mu agar kau selalu sihat dan bahagia di sana
Sebelum kau melupakan ku lebih jauh sebelum kau meninggalkan ku lebih jauh
Ku tak pernah berharap kau kan merindukn keberadaan ku yang menyedihkan ini
Ku hanya ingin bila kau melihat ku kapan ku dimana pun hati mu kan berkata seperti ini
and d song continues..

It was back in 2004, when I first listened to it. I love all about the song. The lyrics, the tempo.. Syiok sangat2! At that time, Azmir was the one who introduced this song to me and know wut, thanks azmir for doing so =)

Everytime I listen to this song, it reminds me of so many fond memories back at Intec.
I'll never get bored of listening to it.. Never..
Love this song so much!!!
Am so bored.. of studying!!!
Cant wait to balik Malaysia *16 days and counting* Yeah!!!

30.10.06

Study or not??!!

It is really unfair i tell you when you are among those that have exams on d last few days of exam week. I am no exception. My last paper is on d 10th of November and guess what, d last day of xm is on the 11th. Bengang gak ah. Imagine this, After raya, you sat for 2 papers and you have 2 more to go. As for ur frens, They had 3 papers left after raya but then you realised that at the end of tis week, all of them finished their exams and here you are left with.. 2 more papers.. I am so stressed up not because of too much studying to do but I am bengang because of the waiting period and ppl around me are enjoying themselves by the end of this week. Damn.
Am so bored sitting in my little room..studying!! If I dont study, I end up regretting for not doing so. If I do otherwise, I ll menyesal as well.. So, wut should I do? To study or not?? LOL!!

Stressed!!
Out
:P

27.10.06

Eid Mubarak

At last, I manage to be an active blogger again. After weeks abandoning my blog, here I am, posting a very interesting post indeed. So, how does it feel to celebrate your raya abroad? Did I miss my mum's cooking? All d yummy kuih raya? How about duit raya? So many questions lingered my mind the day before 1Syawal, despite the fact that I have an exam on d day itself but hye, raya tetap raya right? I ironed my kurung d nite before. Too excited to sleep just yet. I even dled takbir raya from my azmir (huhu..sorry ye) so that I feel as if am listening to the routine show on tv back in msia..takbir berkumandang :) At that time, I felt homesick and lonely, away from my loved ones.



1st Syawal, woke up pretty early because solat aidilfitri was about 730 am. The gurls waited for the boys and man, they dressed up longer than gurls. At the mosque, everyone, kecik besar tua n muda dressed pleasantly. Very colourful especially the Malaysians. You had a group of gurls wearing red and seangkatan dgn nya as their theme colour, blue, green and banyak lagi. Unfortunate for me, no one was wearing yellowy, beachy sort of colour. Then, at 930 am, I had my comp111 examination. I hope I did well for that paper. At noon, which was 7 am in Msia, calld my bloved family. Damn, I miss them so much. Heh



That afternoon, we had a small rumah terbuka among toroans. Thanks to instant food, they surely taste like home made alrite. Heh. For my part, my flatmate n I cooked rendang instant, begedil n blueberry cake all in 3 hrs straight. But the best part was rumah terbuka at the seniors hse, sedap gle!! All you want for raya is served there, except for satay. Ade lontong, soto, kuah kacang. Yum2!

Syai and me


That's basically it.. my 1st day of raya



2nd Syawal started of with a small rumah terbuka for sponsored students. We paid 5 dllrs each and the food was really good. I helped out as well, now I know how to make roti Jala! Yeah2!! Everyone was dressed super hot tat day! Very pretty and good looking :) I ate so damn much that I was full half an hour later. Cheh. All i did there was makan, makan, makan, bergambar, makan.. LOL!!


hanis and I, the first few to arrived early


the accounting students.Yeah!!


my dearest fa and I

Told you so I Bergambar dgn byknye!! LOL!!

Thats how I enjoyed my 2nd Syawal

As for the 3rd, it was boring.. Need no telling :P

Selamat Hari Raya to all my frens!!

Minta maaf zahir n batin n halalkn all my makan minum n everythin that ive said, done etc, maafkan ye!!

2 more papers to go. Wish me luck peps!!


15.10.06

Toroa Dinner & Malam Malaysia



A busy weekend has passed. On friday night, I went for toroa dinner and it wasnt that fun but the food was really good, especially the dessert. Yum2! I ate alot but nah, who cares.. The dinner was at the railway station restaurant. If im not mistaken, the railway station has been abandoned? Is tat so? Heh. Pepandai je but when i was there, it looked pretty old and unkept. So I pressume it is. Heh. me, rawaida, ardi and alice!! :)

me, mikail, rawaida

Me and my assumptions. Ahaks. The very next day, I had Omsa Malam Malaysia. Extremely tiring but worth the fun. Woke up really early coz have to b there in the morning. I had to do backstage. Initially I was an usher, but because of short of hands backstage I had to do it. Kate commitee..these are some of the sacrifices I have to make. Not being able watch the whole thing.. Sacrifice..Sacrifice.. Imagine, starting from 930 am till 545 pm I was at Castle 1. That is where the whole thing took place. The crew was given 45 minutes to go back, take a shower and hurried back. Penat.. Penat sangat. I didnt eat from morning till it was about 9pm. too busy to think about food. For refreshment, we had kuih bakar and currypuff sardin. Sedapnye. So many demanded more. Sorry people.. We couldnt mass produce because tak cukup 'kaki tangan'. Heh. Penat those kitchen angels who have helped out. Thanks ya! and me as the treasurer, after calculating the sales and expenses roughly, I must say we have break even. That is good enough considering the fact that clubs often make a loss when it comes at organising cultural activities. So, I must say, OMSA did pretty well! As for the actors and actresses, you guys were great! You could hear loud laughter from the crowd acknowledging your excellent performance and humour! Yay!! Kuddos to everybody in the committee. I ended my night by calculating the money obtained and had a drink at McDonalds, as someone volunteered to belanja me. Thnks mr!! :) It was indeed a fun night!


joey, one of the main character-gao ching, me, alina


the crew (kenneth, me, wee, adeline, khai) and ba- ba white sheep


That s all from me..

Ramadhan dah nak sampai ke penghujung..

Wondering how much good deeds have I done..

Ampunkan dosa hamba mu ini ya Allah ya tuhanku..Ameen..

13.10.06

Promise

As i have promised, after cooking for iftar last nite, I am suppose to post something bout it. Well, I ve asked a reliable friend of mine to comment on the cooking and he said.. nasi lembik. Heh. True enough. A very good explanation for that is, u see, we..the group had to cook 20 kgs of rice. We used rice cooker at first n there were only 5/6 of them. Sah2 not enough. Once, you are done with the first batch, immediately you had to start with the others. That is why nasi is lembik mama.. Luckily there were this seniors of ours who came to the rescue. She cooked the rice mengunakan kaedah kawah. Is that what you call it? Anyways, we managed to cook the rice on time. Fortunately, the ayam masak merah covered the lembikness of the tomato rice. Sorry ye org2 masjid. I was so exhausted after cooking that a friend of mine told me that I looked so pale. Before cooking the rice, I had to siang ayam. Arrghh!! A big box full of chicken.. Imagine the fats n all.. SErious gross. Tonight I have a dinner to attend but before that, I have to go to Malam Malaysia full rehearsal. I am suppose to b there rite now, but told my Mr. Pres that i'll be late. Hope he would never find out bout this. Heh. I'll update more stuff soon okay! Need to get ready for my toroa ball n omsa thingie.

That s all..Selamat Berpuasa peps!!
P/s: overall, the nasi tomato was okay i think.
Take care frens...
Happy birthday my bestest fren in msia..Shuyi!!!!!
Miss ya babe!!

11.10.06

Onions

To start of, I have no idea what to have as the title. So, I simply put one. in 15 minutes, I am off to the masjid but before tat, just drop by to write a thing or two. Today, the weather is fine. You could even wear a t-shirt and walk around the uni. I had no class today. My management tutorial, which is the only class I have every Wednesday, has long ended so I am pretty free. I volunteered my self to b the ticket gurl today. Malaysian night is around d corner, saturday to b specific. So, exactly at 12 just now, I was officially the Otago Malaysian Student Asscosiation ticket gurl. The sales were really good. I was told that in previous days, they only managed to sell up to 20 plus tickets only but today, it was different. with me as the ticket gurl, we sold up to 40 plus tickets! Guess I am just a 'crowd puller' huh? Am proud of myself. LOL! It is really tiring having to smile for 2 hrs, persuading ppl to buy tickets from us. I should have taken marketing... polish my skills alrite. Right after the job as a 'sales gurl' I went straight home as there is another task tat awaits me. Kitchen gurl pulak. Well u see, tomolo, my usrah group will b d one cooking for iftar. So to avoid any chaos, my 'boss' decided to prepare sum stuff first. We chopped and blended the onions, garlics and even chillis (This is were the title comes from. Heh). Almost cried coz of d onions. Gile la.. N while removing d biji from d chillis, mak aih... pijar tangan ku ini.. Takpe2, for a good cause. Dont mind doing it anyway. Before I forget, we are cooking nasi tomato. Haha. Will post sumthin tomolo to tell you among the comments we received nanti.
That s all from mua!
Still praying for you..
Njoy ramadhan..
It is ending soon.. Cherish it.. Live it!!
salam..

10.10.06

4our in One

Sorry for the variety of fonts. I would like to know which one I would prefer the most (still undecided). Heh. So, as mentioned by the title, I'd like to share an experience I had today. four in one. Here in Dunedin, with the spring season, it was highly unlikely to come across all four seasons in a day but to my amazement, it happened today. This morning, I was awaken by a soft voice outside my room, calling out my name informing me that there is snow. Despite the fact that I woke up damn late, I was meghayati the snowflakes out of my window. Sangat menarik. Heh. But it stopped as abrupt as it has started. Lucky as well coz I had class in 2 hrs time and wouldnt want to walk outside with a degree of 0 celcius (Ive checked the weather forecast). While I was walking to class, there it hit me. The gushing wind straight at my face. Siout btul! i didnt tie my hair. So, imagine, such an ugly sight. Heh. Then, on the afternoon, the sun was being so overwhelmed that the terikan cahaya matahari amatlah terasa. So, let me count, you have snow, sun, wind and a fine ambience all in one day. Menarik right? That is what you call a typical dunedin <--as quoted by one of the Malaysian student here :P
As for you ( you know who you are, i ll pray for your success. May Allah SWT help his hamba sewaktu susah.. Ameen)
That s all from me..
Take care peps..
Remember, always turn to Allah SWT for help as Allah SWT Maha Penyayang and Maha Pemberi.
I am out!!!
am cookin at home today.. Too cold to go out.. *Chill2*

9.10.06

Babies

Babies are adorably cute. They are so innocent that when you look at them, you somehow mengagungkan ciptaan Allah SWT. They are just so puurFeCcTT! This morning when I was feeling low, I came acroos a father and his toddler. My, his daughter is so beautiful. Her tiny features and toothless smile make my day alrite! Not just that, I went to the mosque to have a free dinner evnthough I am *go figure* Dont bother cooking. So, while everyone was about to perform maghrib prayers, I was carrying this angel looking baby of the imam's. His wife wanted to pray so I volunteered myself to babysit for few minutes. I was pretty worried coz the baby cried when she saw her mother. I had to come with something. Think tasha think. Tried my handphone busying clicking here and there.. it did not work. So I sat at one corner, and started 'tepuk' and 'gelek' a lil bit. After doing so for about one minutes, she stopped sobbing. Within seconds, she felt asleep. That was the best feeling ever. Not like I wana get married this instance and have babies but the thought of being able to make a baby go to sleep just feel so satisfactory. I felt so contented with myself. The image of her, sleeping in my arms is just... Wonderful. Love that moment even though extremely exhausted of 'geleking' and 'tepuking' Such a beautiful sight. Love it. love it lots.
Babies are beauties.
That s all from me.
Goodnite n salam.
Selamat Berpuasa

Think

I know feelings are supposed to be contained within yourself but I just cant take it anymore. What is wrong with women. Why are they so emotional where as men can control it very well. Why are men so insensitive where as women are so fragile and soft hearted..not all of them but some of them are and i am one of those overly sensitive person. It s not fair what life has to offer. One fine morning, u r on the top of d moon.. being hypothetical here and the very next day, you have fallen on ur knees. Back to the story, I know that this feeling of mine must be kept, all secretive and all but why bother. It would no harm letting people know how I feel and again, this is what blogging for right. I seriously am sad with someone right now. Am very very sad. You can call me a selfish person but to tell the truth, I often wonder..am I? Why dont you look at it at a bigger picture. Sometimes ppl often advice me to ask myself, sit at a corner of a room and think. To tell the truth, am too lazy to think. Why must I do the thinking when others dont. Why must I feel sad and guilty when i done something that I wasnt supposed to do where as others do it freely without realising it hurts other ppl. This is what you call an negative 'externalities': What you do incur either a cost or benefit to others indirectly. Remember ppl, your actions influence others. You might hurt them a great deal witouth realising or you could even make their day by doing a single action. Think! Sorry for asking you to think. But again, who reads this anyway. so, who cares but for those who are reading this, think before you act or say. That is why God gave you brain.. to think and heart to feel. It is really unfair when you carry the burden when others are happily enjoying their lives without realising what their actions impact on others. human.. Selfish human being and i am no exception. Heh. Life is unfair. True enough but is it worth living when you are in misery. Are there ways to overcome it? Is this part of life? A learning process. Think? Are you strong enough to sail trough it on your own. Are you smart enough to survive in this vicious world? Think again. A piece of advice, dont ever ever let people 'pijak kepala' you as long as you live bcoz once they do, they will always do. So stay firm n strong and decide what you want in life. Think hard n wise and decide. Have I make my decision even though it will hurt ppl around me or even myself? Think again.
What a post to start of for the week.
Selamat berpuasa!

4.10.06

Sorry

Sorry for my poor grammar. Could not b bothered to check. No more next time. Blame on the mild pain im having and not concentrating as there is many things in my mind right now. Heh. Sorry. Next time I proof read before I post.
People make mistakes?

Sensitivity

What a day to start of!! I went to d dental skool this morning. Let me give d reasons of me doing so. Lately, after a week of being unwell: with my sinus ad coughing, I encounter another sickness. My tooth aches. Not tooth but actually teeths. 3 molars on my upper left. The pain was not really bad but I was afraid that it might get worse. So one night, I went to d mosque and meet a senior of mine. Who is a dent student. She adviced me to go to d Dent skool to haf a look at it. I was afraid tat it might be gigi berlubang. Cuak sudey. She told me some scary consequences I tell you. So the very next day, with my courage went to d skool. To cut it short, after waiting for almost an hour and half, there she was.. my Dentist. A 5th year dental student n guess what. She is a Malaysian. We chatted for a while and then, she had a look into my prob. After examining it, she could not figure out what is wrong. There is not holes whatsoeva yet I feel uncomfortable. So, she seek d real dentist's help. He was so full of confidence, at very young age it amazes me. So cool. so calm. Yeah! When he looked at it, straight away he knew what went wrong. His 1st question, did u haf a flu recently? Bingo! I said yes! Aha.. Then it must be the sinus prob he continued. To confirm, I had an xray of my teeth. Interesting but it costs me 26 dollars to sahkan. Cheh. Anyways, after d xray, my msian dentist to be confirmed that there is an inflammation near my gum. That is why my teeth is extra sensitive. Nothing to worry bout but I haf to cure my sinus ASAP. Heh. So, no gigi tampal. That is peps. Thanks for reading my post on gigi tampal! Ahaks.
Selamat berpuasa.
Salam.
P/S: am going to see a dentist when i get back to malaysia for further check up. Huhu.

29.9.06

Dawn

Salam to all
So, this is the 5th day of Ramadhan. How time passes you by so fast tat sedar tak sedar, it has been 5 days dah rite? Here I am, after having sahur. I had nasi goreng tomyam n yda is so good at preparing it. I wouldnt wana sleep yet.. not just yet coz the thought of sleeping after eating makes you fat scares me. I wonder, does it really make u fat tdo after makan? *thinking* who cares, in less than an hour, ill b in slumberland :) Unaware of the surrounding till 9 am. Not much to say except that my weekends gona b filled with activities. Seriously filled. Not with msian club or toroa's activities, but JPA talk. Sigh. Imagine listening to their talks from 830 till 5 with an empty stomach and the thought of exams, books n even food lingering around the minds of most students nanti.. heh. Jk. Tapi thank God by the end of d day, dinner will be prepared and really really hope it would b good, yummy and tasty.. LOL!
That s all for now i guess..
Selamat berpose y'all. Selamat bersahur and Selamat Berbuka :)
P/s: Miss my mum's cooking.. Hurm.. Who doesnt rite?

Dawn

Salam to all
So, this is the 5th day of Ramadhan. How time passes you by so fast tat sedar tak sedar, it has been 5 days dah rite? Here I am, after having sahur. I had nasi goreng tomyam n yda is so good at preparing it. I wouldnt wana sleep yet.. not just yet coz the thought of sleeping after eating makes you fat scares me. I wonder, does it really make u fat tdo after makan? *thinking* who cares, in less than an hour, ill b in slumberland :) Unaware of the surrounding till 9 am. Not much to say except that my weekends gona b filled with activities. Seriously filled. Not with msian club or toroa's activities, but JPA talk. Sigh. Imagine listening to their talks from 830 till 5 with an empty stomach and the thought of exams, books n even food lingering around the minds of most students nanti.. heh. Jk. Tapi thank God by the end of d day, dinner will be prepared and really really hope it would b good, yummy and tasty.. LOL!
That s all for now i guess..
Selamat berpose y'all. Selamat bersahur and Selamat Berbuka :)
P/s: Miss my mum's cooking.. Hurm.. Who doesnt rite?

24.9.06

L.O.S.S.

Loss.. It is such a subjective issue for each and everyone of us. The loss of someone who is very close to you might mean d end of d world for some or even d loss of ur fav pen might cause a chaos for d day. Wutever it is, im sure everyone do experience a loss. It is such an irony, because when you are surrounded by people you love and the things you like to do, you tend to ignore it, taking it for granted. Until when they are not there, u realise that you are empty inside out. Humans are like that, and always be. Always strive for the better or even the best, forgetting what is in front of their eyes. I am no execption. My past history has taught me so many things but form it ive learnt to always treasure the present and make no regrets in the future. What you have right now is the best thing in your life. Treasure it! Make full use of it! The world is evolving and so does people. Despite all that, why dont we take a minute or two to pause the moment and make sure the ppl around you especially know that you are thinking about them. Never wait till d very last minute to say it because you might b misfortune as the chance might just slip away withot you noticing it. Life is tough. I must say, I am mumbling.. not even know the main purpose of this post. hahaha.. crap!

23.9.06

Unwell

Yup.. Its true. Im not feeling that good. Probably its because of the spring I suppose. When I was young, innocently playing in d park, with beatufiul flowers around me, i did not once realise that these flowers have this thingie =pollen that could cause sinus. Urghh I jus hate this. Here I am, in my room, trying to heal. Heh. I missed 2 activities today. Going to botanical garden and some OMSA thingie that I was suppose to help out. I thought that by sleeping 8 hrs was enuf to ease my pain (being so tragic bout it) but it did not. I had to sleep for another 3 hrs because my head was spinning. Damn. I showered twice already and it is not night yet. Right now, at this exact moment, I have a running nose.. and keep coughing. Life is tough ay? When I arrived Nz, I got sick once in d 1st sem and now. That makes it twice. Its pure torture i tell you. With the soon finishing tissue box, I wonder when will my sickness go away. I have so many things ahead of me. Fasting, assignments, exams.. Ya Allah, give your hamba courage to go through all of these in one piece. Ameen. Damn pollens. Haha.. Bcoz of it, I have to b careful everytime I go out. Mum s advice, cover your mouth. How am I suppose to do tat? Not hawtness if I do so. Ahaks. That makes me wonder..which is important, ur health or beauty. Obviously health aye? LOL!! Enough from me. Haf enuf on my plate alredi. Need to start my work. That s all peps.

Till then.. Salam.. Selamat Berpuasa :)

21.9.06

Heart to Heart

I have no idea why Ive chosen the above title. Just feel like being a bit sappy.. What a week.. Not enough with the assignments but also some 'dramas' that happened. Luckily with blessing from Allah, Ive setted it with penuh kedamaian.. Ahaks. Hurm, like Ive suspected. As d day passes, my mood towards blogging slowly berkurangan.. Dah agak dah this will happen. What can I say in my post this time. Let me think sejenak.. I must say, this week memang full of suspense. Mane taknye, on Monday, I got one of my management assingment..that didnt go to good..but who cares.. then on Tuesday, economics paper lak.. Sabar jelah.. Bukan tu je, I got my 3rd management assignmt and Accounting mid sem results on d next day. Pyhsco gle. Despite the suspense and all, alhamdulillah overall I did okay. Thanks to my pure hard work and dengan izin from Allah. Thank you Allah SWT (Being all alim n bersyukur rite now) =) As for the weekend, i have piles of work awaits me. Two more assignments to go and then, I am free.. YoOhoo.. No more workload for the second sem of my 1st year here.. Syiok sudey!! So, few more weeks to my finals but b4 then kena pose dulu. A new cabaran and a very interesting one. We shall see how all of us here in NZ esp d 1st year students are going to cope with tat. Insyaallah semua will tahan nye lah.. Hahaha.. Im crapping.. Am not surprise if no one visits this blog. I won't if Im that somebody. Being so pessimistic here.. That all the crap from me tis time...
Take care peps...
Selamat menyambut Ramadhan Al Mubarak..

17.9.06

Approach to life

hye! its me again. One thing about me is that, if I just started something regardless whether it s a game or even learning something new, at the very beginning, I will be very keen and eager to do it often, in this context, I blog 2 days berturut2 already. I sincerely hope that this would last, so again, just wait and see aye. Well, its such a lovely Sunday but here I am, in my room doing my ritual studying. Heh. Learning management has indeed made me see things in life differently. Let me share some with you. Personality which each and everyone of you is distinct from another.. is described as a unique combination of pyhsical characteristics that influences how a person reacts and interacts with others. A way to measure your personality is the Myer Briggs Type Indicator (dont bother finding out bout it). Lets get to the point. There is 4 dimensions in measuring one s personality. One of it is Approach to Life, one can either be judging or perceiving. A jugding person tends to control its life, set goals and be organised where as a perceiving individual is the 'go with the flow' type, let life happens and prety flexible. I must say, I am under the judging category. I love to plan my activities and admit I am an organised person.. What about you. Ever ponder? That s all from me. A brief insight of youself from the view of a commerce student taking management111. Huh.

Njoy ur very last hours of the weekend peps..

16.9.06

'Untouched'

After months leaving my blog inactive, here I am, writing for the 3rd time since my stay here. I must say, the demonstration effect has made blogging irresistible for me. For those not taking any economics subject, demonstration effect can b described as people would tend to spend if ppl around them are big spenders themselves. Well, in this context, I am surrounded by ppl who loves blogging. Exactly 2 months from now, I will b in Malaysia. Home sweet home. Before that, I haf to celebrate my raye here. My 1st raye experience abroad. Hope it would b a memorable one. I guess that is all for now. Im clueless of what to write. Hopefully I would b updating my blog frequently but just to let u know, dont put ur hopes too high coz I might do otherwise. Heh!

Missing so many things rite now =P

4.3.06

Saturday has dropped by.. At Last...

Yo0ho0! At last, d Weekend is here!!
Lets do a Recap on wut ive done for d past 5 days.. I must say, once lectures has started, ull get to0 indulged wit d new workload tat u probably see tat time passes u by very fast... tats wut happend to me.. wake up early in d morning.. 830 for no reason.. despite not having classes tat early n came back around 3.. tat wuz my routine for d past week n im pretty sure tat it will rotate till... (God knows).. Yesterday, I have received 2 heavy boxes from Malaysia.. all d way from Malaysia to Auckland.. N to Auckland to Dunedin.. such a far journey eyhh boxes!! Thanks to my bloved uncle n kazen.. Damn happy with d content of those 2 boxes.. All d things I wanted, was exactly in it.. eventhough all my stuf had to fight for space.. Man, u shud see the susunan of those stuff..(Good idea mum to stuff d soxs in d shoes..U saved space!!) Things like payung, books (smart sis.. knows her ways of buyin d rite books) Thanks eh!! N all other stuf like stationeries n more clothes.. huhu.. So here I am, at 630 mornin in Nz doin basically nuthin.. To tell d truth, im very eager to go to a wet market here n my frens are goin around 730 to 8. So, i might s well wake up to start my day early!! Event for today.. wet market n BBq!! yo0Hoo!! ( Now u know y I starte my blog wit d magical word of Yo0Hoo)

miss my family, kazens, frens n Azmir too!! Luv u guys!!

26.2.06

SUNDAY morning

26th February
Today is my 12th day here in Dunedin... Im slowly adapting to the environment.. Sincerely, I have to admit that I had a severe homesick syndrome when I first arrived.. But after more than a week being here, I must say I'm adapting pretty well.. So, today.. being d 2nd sunday in Dunedin, I woke up relatively early.. 9 am?? Today, I went out with d rest of the JPa students, mostly doin medic.. Future Doctors in d making.. We went to d Octagon.. It took us around 20 mins to reach there but beforre getting there, we stopped at several shops.. Im suprised that d boys know how to shop s well.. Ended up, they re d ones wit lotsa things.. T-shirts, pants etc.. Salute to d boys.. Then, we shopped at Neworld (Hope i got d right spelling) I must say that d things here a quite cheap.. Spent 25 dollars in total.. buyin my stuff.. Then later on, at home, I cooked for syai n fa.. my famous Yee Mee Kung fu.. I almost forgotten how to cook it.. But at d end, it turned out .. not bad.. No worries, theres stilll next time!! LOL!! I guess, tats all for now.. Since its my 1st time, I guess this is enuf =P
P/s: Missing my family very much!! Missing My Frens, Missing Azmir!! Missing Malaysia!! Tanah Air ku