I know feelings are supposed to be contained within yourself but I just cant take it anymore. What is wrong with women. Why are they so emotional where as men can control it very well. Why are men so insensitive where as women are so fragile and soft hearted..not all of them but some of them are and i am one of those overly sensitive person. It s not fair what life has to offer. One fine morning, u r on the top of d moon.. being hypothetical here and the very next day, you have fallen on ur knees. Back to the story, I know that this feeling of mine must be kept, all secretive and all but why bother. It would no harm letting people know how I feel and again, this is what blogging for right. I seriously am sad with someone right now. Am very very sad. You can call me a selfish person but to tell the truth, I often wonder..am I? Why dont you look at it at a bigger picture. Sometimes ppl often advice me to ask myself, sit at a corner of a room and think. To tell the truth, am too lazy to think. Why must I do the thinking when others dont. Why must I feel sad and guilty when i done something that I wasnt supposed to do where as others do it freely without realising it hurts other ppl. This is what you call an negative 'externalities': What you do incur either a cost or benefit to others indirectly. Remember ppl, your actions influence others. You might hurt them a great deal witouth realising or you could even make their day by doing a single action. Think! Sorry for asking you to think. But again, who reads this anyway. so, who cares but for those who are reading this, think before you act or say. That is why God gave you brain.. to think and heart to feel. It is really unfair when you carry the burden when others are happily enjoying their lives without realising what their actions impact on others. human.. Selfish human being and i am no exception. Heh. Life is unfair. True enough but is it worth living when you are in misery. Are there ways to overcome it? Is this part of life? A learning process. Think? Are you strong enough to sail trough it on your own. Are you smart enough to survive in this vicious world? Think again. A piece of advice, dont ever ever let people 'pijak kepala' you as long as you live bcoz once they do, they will always do. So stay firm n strong and decide what you want in life. Think hard n wise and decide. Have I make my decision even though it will hurt ppl around me or even myself? Think again.
What a post to start of for the week.